I..wanted to post Akon's Right Now here, but then I realised it was a after-break-up song.
I kinda miss Rusco..like he's really faraway right now and when I thought I could really get back together with him, he's..just so faraway.
Then Kor is also going off for holidays, and my other 2 kors are busy with work.
Feeling quite weird coz we got a lecture from Khookie yesterday, and feeling guilty, since...?
Now don't really know what to do at home - watched all the episodes of TSR (thanks Bless), finished checking all the forums I need to check. Dota is getting boring..at least, in the morning it's boring coz of all the noobs..
Just saw my grade for LTB...highly disappointed. However, I think for my first term in SMU, getting all Bs with +/-...i'm content. As long no Cs I think Mi would be happy liao..
I think I'm feeling very tense now coz I haven't been out to any arcade this entire week for the entire day. I've realised that being IN the arcade is like being near crystal (The Crystal Singer trilogy - a good read, and delves into the concept of addiction) that sings back. If I'm away from the arcade for more than 3 days, when I go back in I first savour the 'music' (aka noise to the uneducated) and I let it envelope me. Even when I'm WALKING to the arcade, I'm already straining to hear the music and the heavy beats.
That aside, I'm just glad that he2 is still smsing me XDD
And that I've been singing carols for the past 15 years of my life makes it easier when carolling with the choir. XDDDD
