=(

Disheartened.

I've been giving him so many chances =(

Yet nothing good has come out of it.

I should not have gone to find him last night. Then perhaps GeiLo's message would have sunk in.

Why. Why am I so softhearted.

Why.

Merry Christmas XD

Well.

Got my UOB thing settled - need to get myself to a bank on Friday? *crosses fingers* also need to get my coupons from insurance. Owe a lot of ppl money...

Can't wait to hang out with my girlfriends, I guess..

Kind of missing my eye candy =(


"Nothing hurts more than realising he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him"

Maybe I should just stop caring so much about my eye candy.

Helpless

I've realised how helpless I am in Wangan. I know that I'm addicted to it; I know I'm throwing a lot of money into it...

...But I can't stop.


And then for my POML thingy..

I know it's wrong to even want to give a PoML right now...but sometimes, I just hope it would make everything better =(

UOB Card

ARGH.

FREAK.

MUST STOP PROCRASTINATING AND GET IT DONE.

@Alert

Ah well.

At least now I know why you went off. I'll make sure to tell Bless about it, unless you don't want me to.

After you left, SBS-Z and I asked Bless what the hell he was doing..so yeah, we understand. I was pretty glad that you mentioned that SBS-Z apologised, because I think he was damn tired too. And yes, SBS-Z was pretty pissed with Bless too XDD

About my Impreza...I guess it's just the handling difference and knowledge. I'm able to use it to slam because I know my own Impreza, I guess. Don't beat yourself up too much about it. Anyway, that R34 was fast, but *shrugs* it could have been better, I suppose.

The eye-twitching thing was when I was telling you something at the Malay store, then I noticed your eyebrow kept twitching, you weren't talking. It was damn funny XDDD


Koyak.

Senget.

SAME LA =X

Siblings

There's nothing better than hanging out with my dearest lil' godbro and doing all the crazy stuff with him.

<3ing his...

EYE-TWITCHING EXPRESSION xD

VA-ZOOM (of the ko-yat X'mas tree at Bugis) XD

Expressions when I was Pop n' Music

And all the other crazy stuff we did yesterday XDDDD


I feel much better now. Not so tensed (but still somewhat tensed. ARGH. I WISH I KNEW WHY)

Off to get tomatoes for Choir Pot Luck XDD

DX is out -.-'''

Why don't I feel excited enough?!

Had a bad day. Flame aura going back and forth like rubber band analogy again. Feeling damn tensed...as usual.

ARGH.

Flame on

Wow.

wth.

I flamed on last night at AMK Hub/TKA. Details in WME.

Clazziquai xD

Love this song.
The Clear Blue Sky - Tsukasa



and this one

Hard to Start - 0158(?)


Too bad I deleted Clazziquai already.

My loves XD

If you could come out and play with me
then life would be everything it could be
Everything will be fine
if you say you'll be mine
my love.. dobidobido

We'll laugh and sing and the sun would shine
happy together just wasting time
Everything will be fine
if you say you'll be mine
my love..

JP

Oh well.

I felt it was a waste of time and money and effort to have gone down. *sighs*

Carolling

Ahhh very tired from carolling. Think my feet are dying.

Will be heading to JP tomorrow to get some Wangan in...hoping to fix my UOB account so I will have some money to play on Monday. =D

Can't wait to see who's the person who taught Tenkai; need the fire back in my game I guess. I think that seeing Lot1* at Cine really put out my flame? Coz I was like "UGHHH THEY ARE SO BENG" and they can't really race well?? IDK...

Just feeling damn weird this entire week. It's probably a lack of .... but I highly doubt it.

Rawr. I just dunno la. ALERT, we need to hang out and do stupid things together soon XDDDD

Weird feeling

Argh. This weirdified feeling is still here.

Can't wait for carolling to be over so I can really get out and work and get some more stars and practice in before DX rolls out in SG (dunno when?) and I can get my racing meter!! WEEEEEE~



@Joshua WONG: XDD Hi XD

Past week..

I..wanted to post Akon's Right Now here, but then I realised it was a after-break-up song.

I kinda miss Rusco..like he's really faraway right now and when I thought I could really get back together with him, he's..just so faraway.

Then Kor is also going off for holidays, and my other 2 kors are busy with work.

Feeling quite weird coz we got a lecture from Khookie yesterday, and feeling guilty, since...?

Now don't really know what to do at home - watched all the episodes of TSR (thanks Bless), finished checking all the forums I need to check. Dota is getting boring..at least, in the morning it's boring coz of all the noobs..

Just saw my grade for LTB...highly disappointed. However, I think for my first term in SMU, getting all Bs with +/-...i'm content. As long no Cs I think Mi would be happy liao..

I think I'm feeling very tense now coz I haven't been out to any arcade this entire week for the entire day. I've realised that being IN the arcade is like being near crystal (The Crystal Singer trilogy - a good read, and delves into the concept of addiction) that sings back. If I'm away from the arcade for more than 3 days, when I go back in I first savour the 'music' (aka noise to the uneducated) and I let it envelope me. Even when I'm WALKING to the arcade, I'm already straining to hear the music and the heavy beats.

That aside, I'm just glad that he2 is still smsing me XDD

And that I've been singing carols for the past 15 years of my life makes it easier when carolling with the choir. XDDDD

Racing Meter

"ur GDB-F gonna have a meter once u complete stage 81 - 100"


OMG!!!!!!

Jubeat!

I think it rawks. XD

Trial by Fire 2 - it was a bad day

ARGH.

And just when I thought I had earned, SWEE SWEE, 2007 stars...

"Aunty, the R/W connections got problem"

Thankfully I didn't start bawling like a baby infront of everyone. I did shed tears, but no bawling. *sighs* It was damn heartaching when I tested my card to check data..."A1 - Custom Car"

After that, I had to contend with Chris-di, Bryan, Bear/CK to get my 2k stars.

1999 stars...

2nd place + 2 stars..

BOOM...2k stars!

4th place - 2 stars...

BOOM...1999 stars...

zzz..all on wangan line, THANK YOU VERY MUCH. It was like a rubber band for me...seriously..stretch, release, stretch, release...

Then I nearly, nearly broke when I was to tag with Y-mei against Trison and SBS-Z...I asked if it was a 3v1...and I heard a 'yes' somewhere...so...3v1..FINE...

zzzz...then end up on Yoko down then I realised is 2v2...by that time..I no mood to play 2v2 liao...gear sometimes come out problem...I was damn frustrated. It felt like no one was supporting me, like everyone was laughing at me instead.

fuck la.

And now my voice also going boom liao. Just when I thought it was recovering, it went bad again. *curses and swears*

Alert-kun

EVERYONE SAYS IT'S A NICE NAME =(

Okay okay, so it's a nice name if they can pronounce it correctly.

And what you mean about Zombie?

*sighs*

There goes my real identity XD

and yes, there's the problem of my "long-term goal".

You kind of realise that having a chef for a boyfriend is not gonna help me towards this "long-term goal", you know. XDDD

Sick

Ugh.

Trying to cough out all my phlegm before I head to lunch with the Sippies at SMU-TCC XD

Kind of feel weird, because I have no idea what caused this sickness. DAMNIT.