Sick and Raining

Well, I'm sick and it's raining out.

At least, I'm getting work done. =)

X(

Why is G dissing J again?

I don't know. I just feel he's insecure, and wants to win me over.

But what if there's some truth in G's words?

What if..it happens again?

Tell me the truth now. Don't play with my heart. I can't take another trap.

Distant..distance. Oh god. T.T emo again. Why?

My fall will be for you, my love will be in you. If you be the one to cut me, so I'll bleed forever

Fixed!

Got the straps fixed. Pretty good yeah. Haven't tested it out, but will be testing it tomorrow.

Tomorrow kinda like a messed up day. Will be at Vivace from morning till mid-afternoon, then gtg rush to print my stuff (fixing the colours and lettering NOW) and then run off to Suntec to meet Kaz, Bryan and CK.

Will be bringing the bag around as a test XD

Hope everything will go well tomorrow.

I'm glad for the day spent in Baby's company. It seems that in the future it'll be hard for us to get together, coz he'll be busy with work, and me with school X(

And crap la, I didn't manage to get to gym =.=

So yes.

The Crumpler bag broke at the straps. Well, at least can tell it'll break if I left my laptop in it. T.T Sadded.

Watched G.I. Joe with JQ yesterday. Awesome! I like the technology shown (not that it's anything too new) and the graphics were pretty good. All the CG and stuff. The storyline wasn't too hard for me to grasp (even though I played with G.I. Joe toys last time, I didn't really know the storyline kae XD) so I think overall the movie was good.

Waiting to catch UP and The Final Destination soon, I guess. I always liked the Final Destination series. Same storyline (well, you know, dying and stuff) but the ways that ppl can get killed..really sends those tingles down your spine. Quite creative for the next big murderer...lolx XD

yey stars!

Well, earned nearly a row of stars from the kids at DBG just now. Pretty happy ^^" It was good to meet up with Dom also hahahaha.

So like for the past few days, been doing shopping, Wangan (getting the feeling to play back a lot liao - pissed JQ off somewhat), eating...

lawl at lingerie shopping. XD Thanks JQ and Ren for pei-ing me. Quite surprised to know that she knows Tong* also. XD

So, starting school soon. I hope Econs won't be that hard.

Excited! I will go to gym once a week.

Hunter training

Many thanks to JQ for practicing Hunter stuff with me - YC, anti-air, 25s, walltapping, curving. At least, he was my guinea pig XD and I think both of us had quite a bit of fun..just that in the end my fingers were cramping from holding down Ctrl =.="

Anyway, just jio-ed Team CMI for a friendly. Dunno the details yet though.

At the airport!!

AT THE AIRPORT!! Just waiting for the lady of the hour to come along and then check in. =)

Dunno why I'm blogging. Just happy I guess. Tired too X) But happy =)

Thanks JQ for pei-ing me everywhere today ^^

21 years old!

Yey! Officially older liao!

Today I woke up late. The weather was damn good for sleeping in, can? =X

JQ came over (we were supposed to meet up at DBG but since both of us were late piggies..) and waited a while, while I wolfed down my breakfast after my bath and dolled up a bit. Nothing much XD Then we bus-ed to DBG and collected my free credit. Funny how I remembered it this year XD Have always forgotten it the previous years..

AND YES LIKE ZOMG. HE GOT ME A BOUQUET OF FLOWWAS! It's like my FIRST time getting a bouquet from ANYONE, so like..I'm so happy. I saw it after my bath (apparently, he came up to my house while I was bathing and left the bouquet on my dresser) and I was like..overwhelmed. I remembered all the times when I'd hinted to my ex-es that I wanted flowers (and obviously never got any) and then..like wow wow wow, JQ actually got me a bouquet.
So after getting the free credit at DBG, went shopping at Carrefour. I was thinking of simple shopping like getting the chocolate block and some fruits. Ended up with 41SGD+ of goceries. Rushed to Cold Storage coz I didn't have the Japanese peanut sauce for the pasta salad (ended up it was just hot pasta, instead of the cold pasta salad ^^"). No luck at Cold Storage either, so went to the fruit stall near my house (I like the organic fruits stall, but it was closed X( )to get the fruits instead and then FINALLY got home.

We were both starving, but whetted our appetites with some maki sushi - you know, those tiny tiny ones with a filling at the centre. Then we were watching Hell's Kitchen Season 3, and relaxing and stuff when Karen called me and asked if they could come up now. I was kinda stunned coz I wasn't expecting them, and I hadn't bathed yet.

After they came up, they promptly locked me out of my room...had no choice but to go and bathe, and wore a simple black and white dress. ^^" When I was coming out, I think they sent JQ to stop me, coz I was on my way back to my room to comb my hair and stuff. Lol it was damn cute what they were doing! X)

So I set up the table and prepped the food and fondue. Cam brought ice cream, Wanz and Qingz brought sushi and drinks. Lipz and Ren brought sausages and durian pancakes. I think we had a lot of dessert...XD

Yup.. They kept playing with the fondue machine XD And stuffed ourselves. I enjoyed the TsingTao beer...It was pretty good, doesn't have too much of the bitter aftertaste; I think I drank most of the bottle...acting unglam/drunk XD Oh and the girls broke out the speakers that I won from Colosseum's lucky draw, and it was damn good. The bass and the sounds..nice.

After the food and drink, we played around a bit with the remaining food. Like passing from one person to the other XD Karen became a pro at the fondue, so she made really good ones XD The cherries rocked btw. XD

After the playtime, it was cleanup and treasure hunting...well, not so, since they told me it was very big, and I sorta saw the gift already when Liping first entered my house (I was told to face the wall =.=) Didn't expect them to hide it in my cupboard XD

But I was really glad for it. ^^" It's so big and roomy, got space to put a lot of things!! =DD They even put a small notebook and a cardholder in as well. =) And there was a little bag that can pull out de. KAWAII!
Oh yes, had cake too. The cake had like 21 candles on it, and everything had to be blown out at once. Quite happy, coz I never really made a wish over a (brightly) lit cake before, and never had to blow out so many candles at one go! =)

So yeah..I'm really happy today ^^ A lot of my wishes came trueeee~

^.^

Well, Happy 21st to me, and Happy 44th Birthday to SG (I only remembered coz of the LJS National Day menu..=X )

Anyway, recently I've been hooked on Hell's Kitchen. It's a reality series where aspiring cooks aim, claw, scratch and bite their way to being an executive chef at some fancy place. And the person to assess them? Gordon Ramsay - one hell of a guy.

As mentioned in my FB status - I wanna learn to diss ppl like him one day ^^"

For National Day, Imma spend it at Colosseum playing (hopefully) L4D from 11am to 10pm. I WILL train up my YC and Hunter skills. >.<

For my birthday itself, I hope there'll be some sort of a surprise - I didn't have much of a wishlist...but..the only wish I really have..?

well, as long as he speaks to my heart.

Who is this girl I see staring straight back at me?

I can be sweet and gentle; I can be spiteful and vicious.

I can be totally honest and open with people; I can tell people what they want to hear.

2 different sides to me.

Was ALW correct in assessing me?

21st birthday

IDK what I want for my birthday, seriously.

I mean, yeah, I want a nice shoulder messenger bag, but I keep dragging my feet about it. I want Razer, but the Bee's Knees from Crumpler looks nice too (I'm hesitant about Crumpler coz it's just too common nowadays - you know me, I want something uncommon de) and since Razer's bag is perfect for gaming..what more could I ask for?

Then again, another secret wish of mine is for him to..to..

But as long as the girls come over on Monday, and we have some good pot luck ending with chocolate fondue..that should be all right. ^^

I just miss..a lot of things. I'm worried that we won't have time together anymore (and yes, that's his worry too, so I'm quite pleased ^^) because when he starts working full-time and I have school etc etc etc.

._.

Well, he confirmed with me that we aren't bf and gf...just..dating, I guess. Reminds me of another couple I know...*sighs*

Anyway, today I spent a LOT of money.

50 for Nebo coupons from Zals
50 as a loan to Zals
90 for my Thai amulet (Phra Nang Phaya - Queen of Amulet)
12 for the casing
10 dollars at Iluma (he spent 10 too)

I think overall it was a bad day gone good? Coz early in the morning we msned...and I felt pretty irritated at some things he said, so grudgingly met up with him (had to meet Zals too). After that I felt a bit better, but I didn't know what's wrong with me. All the emotions clashing and stuff? I felt like I couldn't talk to him, and needed time alone.

When waiting for Ray to come to bring me to get a Thai amulet, I told Baby "if you need to go then go lor" I remember that I didn't even look at him when he said "k I think I go first k?" and I said "bye". Totally snubbed him, but wished he actually stayed and asked me what's wrong.

He went to Bras Basah, while I waited for my friend. After that, walked to Bencoolen Square to look at the amulets. The boss intro me to a feminine looking one, and no other really looked just as appealing to me. So I bought it, and then Ray brought me to the casing shop.

JQ came as I was ready to buy the amulet. Felt really really bad that I kept ignoring him and stuff. I just..idk, maybe I expected him to be more boyfriend-ly kind of thing..but now that we've sort of talked things out..

Maybe I won't expect so much of him anymore.

Stupid girl, you should never expect too much from a guy. Haven't you forgotten how much heartache it can cause you?

But after collecting my amulet back and then finishing up dinner, we went Iluma's Arcadia and had quite a bit of fun at the toy catching. Didn't catch any..but he did say something that lifted my mood a bit.

We were just finishing the first round around the entire toy-catching area of the arcade when he asked me "see anything you like?"

I wonder if I'd said "yes" would he have die die caught it for me?

Just for the record, nothing really caught my eye. The tortoise no more le, so..yeah, nothing much really.

Stop wondering so much, stupid girl.

So like, my grandpa just had a stroke (maybe coz the priest that served my church for a long time has passed away) so...

I'm really feeling clueless of what to do now.

JQ didn't really help. Maybe I expected him to do something, but then I remembered what my friend told me...that I shouldn't have too much expectations of him since..

since, I don't rightly know if we're girlfriend and boyfriend yet - not that THAT matters too much, but the grey area is killing me at times.

I'll hopefully be getting my amulet tomorrow. Hope I can find a nice one that I can click with.

I feel like just booking a room and lying down there.