WHY ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT DIFFERENT THINGS WHEN YOU KNOW THAT I'M FEELING SO DOWN NOW?

IT'S SO HARD FOR ME TO DIRECTLY TELL YOU ABOUT HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO TRUST YOU AGAIN, AND ALL YOU COULD JUST REPLY FELT SO COLD.

NOW I FEEL LIKE DYING, WHAT CAN YOU DO?

CABBING DOWN, WOULD IT HELP? I DON'T THINK SO. I WOULD RATHER YOU SAVE YOUR MONEY, BECAUSE I AM NOTHING. EVEN TO MYSELF, I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING, ANYMORE.

DO YOU REALLY KNOW WHAT IS WRONG?

ATTACK THE ROOT OF THE PROBLEM TO SOLVE IT.

MAYBE I'M JUST NOT CUT OUT TO LOVE. NEITHER TO GIVE, NOR TO RECEIVE. OR MAYBE I'M JUST TOO JADED TO KNOW HOW MUCH YOU CARE FOR ME, AND I CAN'T RECIPROCATE.

MAYBE IF YOU SCRATCH BENEATH THE SURFACE, YOU'LL KNOW HOW I REALLY FEEL.


Advice: scratch harder.

Sweet irony from MSN buddy: There is no restart in life no matter what happens. There will always be somethings that will remind you of the past.