Closing my personal blog in the 1st week of Dec '08. It will signify the end of a chapter in my life. I will now just put everything here, since I don't update the other blog as often as this.
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Yesterday and today have been days of impulse for me. I don't feel..the way that society dictates how I should feel. I am even grateful to know that...I am no longer too crystal to love. I wanted to cry, because of the pain I felt at the start, but at the end, I know...I am no longer too crystal to love.
It hurts to know this feeling; but..for what he has done, I am grateful - it shows that I still can love, that I still am able to experience such strong emotions.
Perhaps I will do it, perhaps I will not.
If I do it, would he2...
If I don't, would he1...