='(

Another chapter in my life is closed. I don't know if it'll be reopened...but I highly doubt it. Maybe he will understand. Maybe what BEST said was true - sometimes a guy needs to experience a harsh lesson to really appreciate his loss.

Told Rusco that we should just be friends. Or at best, break up.

We both cried a lot today. It felt really really painful. But, at least now, I feel relieved. But I really hope he's okay. I really, really hope he's okay. He cried =(

I just hope, that PIGPIG will understand my needs, and not 'move in' on me so fast, but at least give me some time to breathe and catch my breath.

Really quite flattered by what he said. To Timo, and to Mei.

Thanks for those who have always supported me.